I really want to go somewhere, I feel trapped.  Iceland has beautiful landscapes and it’s only 5 hours by plane from New York.  Looking at pictures and reading about Iceland gives me hope that the world isn’t just a wasteland. I’m also looking for a part time job, but it’s hard seeing as I get nervous around people and have trouble breathing when people get angry, and that would probably happen pretty often if I were to get a job that requires a lot of human interraction, because I’d probably fuck up and then people would get mad at me. I want to work with animals and hopefully can get an internship to gain experience. God, I hate how the world is set up. I CURSE THIS BLOODY GAME OF LIFE!